A deep, deep grief has hit me.
As I nuzzle more securely into Brother A's love for me, an old, lost pain is finally emerging. I don't even have a specific memory associated with the pain. It is just an old, old pain from deep within.
And so I cry sobs of anguish. My heart wrenching with each gasp.
No words.
No memories.
Just deep pain and sadness.
I don't deserve such love.
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I'm praying for you, my brother. Fuck I love you so much! Pardon the French, but my feelings are strong. You're such a wonderful brother in Christ- brother K.
ReplyDeleteBrother K, I think that's not French, but German, although you forgot the umlaut over the "u". ;-) I love you very much too.
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