I just need to let this out: I LOVE BROTHER A!!!!
I think I have developed an "addiction" to non-sexual male intimacy and have lost my addiction to gay pornography.
Key words: non-sexual, male, intimacy.
I want deep relating with men. It makes me feel so good and complete as a man. And in turn, a new gentle and attractive masculinity that I have never before experienced in myself seems to be emerging. A masculinity that melts the hearts of men, yes, even straight men (and I'm avoiding women like crazy because I know they'll flock to me in no time -- my wife can't keep her hands off me)! It's so friggin' attractive! XD
[Don't flog me for being proud or boastful, I write it as I experience it.]
I love the new me I am experiencing, praise God, and thanks to my amazing Brother A!
p.s. Part 2 to Summary Reflections #1 to come when I have some time this week. I printed out Part 1 for my wife to read, and she absolutely loved it. Thinks I should write a book. [o . O]